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أمرضتني

هي لم تعد تنام 
نومها كوابيس
احلامها اوهام 
هي مرضت 
متعبه 
مستنزفه 
لا طاقه 
لا قدره 
لا شيء
لم تعد تريد شيء
لا رغبه في اي شيء
حتى هو 
ترغب فى النسيان
النسيان هو علاجها 
هو لا يتركها تنسى 
هي تريد خلاصاً
هو
لم يعد ممتعاً
لم يعد فرحه 
صار حيره 
صار تعباً
صار هماً
لم تعد تريد شيء 
إلا النوم 


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