When it's really hard to keep there .. to keep among other creatures , we simply can't stand life it self , we feel like we are in a living hell in a nightmare that does not want to end . the best thing to do is just to grab what u need form food and money and go quit your job your family your phone and just drive >>> don't you stop keep on tell you reach the sea camp there sleep tell you see the sun swim tell your shoulders starts to hurt keep walking till you burn your skin till your feet starts to bleed then go sleeping again keep that way tell you forget or become forgotten