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FEELING

One day we will be able to feel that feeling that every body talks about ........... that feeling of satisfaction ...... why am i never satisfied???????????? 
i really don't know , my mom said i am selfish ... my friends said i am dreamy .. i think that the work is not the place that will give me satisfaction , however that does not answer the question 
WHY  THE HELL I AM NEVER SATISFIED ?
is it only me or it's all of us ..is it a human nature or it's me being greedy ...
oh shit i am so bad i am so sick .......... HAY wait a minute if i don't want more  then i am a loser 
if i don't look for more i will never go somewhere better and higher ..if i am satisfaied then i am ready to die ....... so satisfaction is not really a good thing ... no it is but just not for me ... my dreams goes beyond the sky so is it bad .. hell no .. so how can we reach the sky?
hmmmmmmmmmm there is steps to go up 
1- defined what u look for  ...in other words see what exactly  do you want not what is available .
2- defined where do you want to go in life ....... make a lifetime plan ..  oh that's easy ...
3- find a chance .. here comes the hard work .. keep looking .. keep anticipating .. keep ready on your toes and JUMP right in take it .. capture it .. if u couldn't  make it your self ..
4 - do your best but do not give it your all nothing deserves to give it all   :D




i will try those steps and tell u all if it can go this way or we need to come up with better plan  

Comments

  1. Satisfaction is not that easy! Who told you everyone is satisfied ... We just try to look satisfied... Simply everyone is waiting for something but the thing is are just waiting and complaining and not doung any effort .. Or trying so hard ...
    I think both are wrong!! Why!!! Coz if i wait doing nothing i deserve nothing.. And if i try soo hard.. Eventualy i will get tired..and lose hope!!
    So keep ur dream infront of you, work on it and never forget that you are working to reach there , waiting for the chance... At the same time try to enjoy the little things that might come on your way... Thats how i get my satisfaction ... I just try to enjoy the little things untill i reach dream.,,
    So.. Relax .. You will get there..

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