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أسأله كونيه عميقه؟

أنا مين ؟
أنا هنا بعمل ايه؟
انا هنا ليه دلوقت؟
أنا مش زي ما كنت من خمس سنين؟
أولوياتي اتغيرت ليه؟
طاقتي راحت فين؟
طاقتي راحت ليه؟
أنا مش زي ما كنت فاكر؟
ممكن أكون غلط؟
هو انا دلوقت صح؟
انا عايزه ايه؟
انا ليه مش بعرف آخد اللي عايزاه؟
ليه مفيش حاجه بتمشى؟
ليه مفيش حاجه بتمشى من اول مره؟
ليه لما بتعب عشان آخد حاجه بكرهها؟
هو طبيعي ان كل حاجه مهما كانت صغيره اتعب فيها كده؟
هي الناس التانيه بيحصلهم زيي؟
انا مبقتش عارف انبسط؟
هي روحي عجزت ليه؟
هي الناس بقت كده ازاي؟
طب بجد انا مين؟ 
هوأنا بعوز حاجات مش من حقي؟
طب مش عارفه اتحرك ليه؟
ليه واقفه في مكاني؟
ليه الخطه الأولى دايماً مبتمشيش؟
انا كل اللي مصدقاه ده صح؟
هو فعلا انا شايفه من زاويه صح؟
طب هي ايه الزاويه الصح؟ 

حد فاهم حاجه؟ 



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