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ولا أيه ؟!!!!

كانت بتبص لقدميها و لقت مكان صندلها المخرم الشمس سايبه فرق 
كانت كل يوم بتنزل تمشي ساعتين تلاته عشان تعرف تنام 
كل ما تاخد ضربه على دماغها و قلبها
 كانت بتمشي  
فرق الشمس في قدمها بيغيظها
عنيها كانت بتلمع من الفرحه 
دلوقت  وشها مش قادر يضحك 
عينيها فيها حاجه تقولك انها من جوه اتشرخت 
اقل حاجه ممكن تفرحها 
واقل حاجه ممكن تقتلها 
 كان ليها صوره تاني يوم الأنهيار العصبي 
الصوره من بعيد بتضحك 
لكن لما تركز تلاقيها بتبكي بكي اللي مات له حد 
قلبها موجوع 
ليه بيروح لكل البنات إلا هي 
ليه مصمم يحطها على الرف 
لهو سابيها فى حالها و قاطع الأمل منه 
و لا هو مديها امل حقيقي ممكن تتعايش معاه
هو مجنونه اللي تعلق نفسها بيه 
هو رجل اللا فعل 
و بيسألها زعلانه ليه و بتعامليني كده ليه 
هتقوله ايه 
هو معملش حاجه حلوه ينفع ياخد عليها اعتراف 
هي زهقت خلاص 
وخلصت 
و خلاص بقى 
ولا أيه؟!!!!

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