على ورق الفل دلعني انا محملش الذل ده يعني

هي صريحه مع نفسها ....يمكنها الكذب على اي احد ولكن ليس على نفسها

قررت انها لا تحب دوامه الأبواب المواربه

الالم لا ينتهي

كل يوم بصوره جديده

لا تستطيع النوم اكثر من خمس ساعات

نوم لا يشبه النوم في شيء سوى في الرقود

رأسها لا يتوقف عن التفكير

تحاول ان تتوقف عن الأنتظار

هو لن يأتي

هي قالت له الا يفعل

و هذا هو الشيء الوحيد الذي فعله

هو اللا شيء

وجهها لم يعد يضحك

سوي ضحك مجروح

قلبها يوجعها

لا تستطيع التنفس

تضغط على نفسها

لا تنظري إليه

تشتاق

فتبكي

البكاء لا ينتهي

القلب يحترق

تقول للعاطره لا تقلقي

نحن فى الفرن الآن

"نتشكل او بيتشكل علينا "

و في النهايه سنخرج

لا تعرف ان كانت تقول الكلام للعاطره ام لنفسها

هي تريد ان تنسى

تريد انت تفرح

تريده

و لكن لا تريد الذل

و هو الذل

لا تريده ذلاً

هي لن تموت

ستتعود تجاهله

لن تنظر إليه

ولكن الألم

هي لم تعتد الالم

هي لم تعد لديها طاقه

هي لم تعد هي

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vTzFIu0TF98

Comments

ANGEL-A

Angela is a good spirit that came from heaven to help Andrea not to kill himself ... that is a French movie that was on foxmovies last night. it's in black and white ... the story is there is this guy Andrea Mossa who lives in Paris tries to jump from a bridge because he is so depressed and he has no money.. there is this prostitute who saves him. she is 180 tall girl.. blond and pretty and does not have much cloth on ... She told him she is his reflection ,she can see through him ,she can see kindness and and sweetness and great kind of love and this is all feminine. And he has the worst manly features.... greed , lies , ambition and fear of failure .. I am talking today about that particular scene when she takes Andrea to that public bathroom and put him in front of a mirror and teach him to see himself .. she says what do u see in the mirror ? he says a beautiful girl .. she says what's next to the gir...

Be good

nara be good that is want we really need to say to our selves every morning .. be good .. do good .. which is totally not available because of our great nature .. we are being lazy and sleepy and winy about our doooooomed lives , but that is the fact that we get paid to be slaves ... no body cares .. but just remembered that song from that movie .. back to futer johnny be good .. so johnny be good .. take it easy and take a deep breath and just be good thing are going to work out some how during the emptiness and the wested time and life .. being bored is a bitch so as getting up every morning to go to work ,,, But that actually takes true courage to take that step and wake up and go to work .. or maybe that is what i am telling my self so i can feel better about my life which actually doesn't exist so .. dam it all i will do some thing new ,,,, no more be good ,,, be bad .. hay this isn't Michael Jackson ,, bad ...

موعود

Fayroz Maw3ood this song is the song that reminds me always with home when we first moved in i discovered this song on one of my father old tapes and it's amazing i was sitting in my room balcony no light it was October 2003 i was new in town no friends no history what so ever except for what i tell what i say i what defines me from now and on , old bitches from the old school my they root in hell ...made new friends new life style i began my hobby of walking, place felt save it never was ... i love my city i can walk in the sun having fun. nothing bathers me more than going out of 6 October city it gives u that feeling of peace , of infinity endless streets clean ones I LOVE MY HOME http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uhHtE7Cwikw

NayRa

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